Miami beat the Jets.

In other news...I forgot about livejournal!

knows he knows not a damn thing at all."


As we get older we begin to experience the difficulties of life and how to conquer it successfully. We all have our own problems and views, which makes it difficult for people to see eye to eye. We get stuck in our ways, and completely stubborn in our views, sometimes not even listening to others. Claiming we are open minded but really we all have our preset ideals. As humans we all experience and learn at different time periods, and some learn faster how life works.
Love, family, and friends are all important parts of everyone's lives but in different ways. Everyone has different experiences with each subject, some have it good, a happy home, with family and friends who are always there. Some have it the opposite. Unfortunately we can't all be happy simultaneously, some have to suffer while others prevail. Opinions on how things work in a family setting differ from experience, and knowledge. Some will listen to others, some will stay stuck in their own ways.
As people we choose our own future, and how we are going to learn from the present. We have to make tough decisions, about life, love, friends and family. We all have to grow up, and start acting our age, because if we don't, we will grow into people we swore we would never be.

We all live and we all learn from it. The only options we have is to either benefit from it, or never change.

Too much drama. It's dumb.
I personally feel like if someone loves you, they will show it when it counts the most.


My dad: "some people never grow up, and never realize that you have to, to be happy."


I've had better days, in better ways, but the best way to be happy is to not rely on others, cause they always let you down.

I got in a car accident. My car is trashed. That's whats up. and it all happened on April Fools day.

Now I'm afraid of driving and still have nightmares. I can't talk about my accident without tearing up cause i bring up the images again.


Good job. At least I'm alive.

Martin got me a new kitten, a tortieshell, and is currently keeping her at his house til we move out. =))

I love her to death, she is so freakin cute.

Apparently it has been reported that a gang is roaming the streets tonight, targeting women, to kill, in order to be initiated into a gang. Authorities say they are targeting local Walmarts and Targets.

What the hell.
I need to go get myself a gun.
Then they can try to snatch my ass up.
and I'll pull out my 2nd amendment right.
and fuck their asses up, as their initiation into hell.

Stupid illegals.

Now i have to sit here worried about my boyfriend, who is getting off of work soon, from Target, in hopes that their isn't a damn drive by. =(

I love you Martin Calderon. Be safe.

1. Starcraft
2. The Sims (series)
3. Ace Combat (Series)
4. Sonic the Hedgehog (series)
5. Call of Duty (Series, Minus 5, not a fan)
6. Star Wars: The Force Unleashed & Other Star Wars SNES games
7. Ghost Recon (The Original)
8. 007 (Series up until 2006)
9. Mario (Series including Brawl & Melee & Party)
10. Duck Dodgers: The Marvin Martian Missions
11. Zelda (Original)
12. Age of the Empires (II)
13. Tony Hawk (Series)
14. FIFA 2002
15. Donkey Kong (Series)
16. Little Big Planet
17. Crash Bandicoot: Warped Zone
18. Battletoads (SNES)
19. Tom Clancy's Rainbow Six Las Vegas
20. Pokemon SNAP


Runner ups:
Wave Race 64
Red Alert
Sim City
SSX Tricky
Tetris

Order is tentative from 6 down.

Amazing game, not as good as Ace Combat but its pretty up there. I love playing it and the flight stick is completely amazing.

Flight simulators ftw.

lawl. =)

Dude, I LOVE ACE COMBAT....still.
=)

And it is said that it is almost 100% sure that the Ace Combat 7 will be on PS3 and was only on the xbox originally because the PS3 was released too late, and Namco wanted to release Ace Combat asap.


btw: Martin is the best and I love him.

but that's why you have a boyfriend to make you feel better.
=)

Approaching 4 months, and everything is going fantastic!
Falling in love more and more everyday.
I feel so sappy all the time, but i like it.

Shellie and Martin ftw. =)

Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

I love Martin. =)
He makes me happy happy.

I had an amazing Valentines Day.
I came home and their was a path of candles leading me to the dining room, where Martin stood with Food that HE HAD MADE!!!!
It was such an amazing night.
He makes me soo happy.


I love you Martin Calderon!

My first day of work is today!
I'm pretty excited and a little bit nervous, just because it's a new job!

Last night I got freaked out driving home.
Called someone but, that person didn't seem to thrilled that I called.
It was kinda lame and sucky.

Martin works late tonight and tomorrow night.
Then I work early on Monday until Martin leaves til work.
Wednesday I meet with the Target Lawyer til Martin leaves til work.

Not a lot of face time is a big bummer.

Saturday is okay, I mean I work 2-6 on Valentines day but its only four hours.


Apparently my parents are going out of town from Fri-Mon, which is awesome!

Sometimes I regret not documenting some dates me and Martin went on just because we were trying to keep it low key.
I was trying to see if I had posted anything, but apparently not.
=/
Sigh.

At least I have the memories inside my head, and more to come.

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as I can.

Run, Jogged, and Walked today.
Enjoyed the air.
Talked to some neighbors.

I'm employed!
Tam hooked me up. =)
I officially work at Funcoland/Gamestop.

My love life is awesome.
Me and Martin are amazingly happy.

Haven't seen Natalie that much though!
Ahem, missy, but she's sick in a way.


I Just took a nap!
YAY!

* Get a job
* Move out
* Get a new wardrobe
* Get in shape
* Eat healthier
* Stay Together with Martin (that should be the easiest one) ;)


Love love love love lOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.

Live in California anymore!
I want to try something new.
Spread my wings!!!
It's boring being here day after day.